Nothing much happened today , waited for maomao , and its a success ;D , she came down :D But she didn't want to go to school , so accompanied her , bought cigg , then slacked at 951 , then went back to point , blahblahblah , Edwin & Bryan came , went to Mac for breakfast , then went to 950 to wait fr th rest , 11+ all came together , then went buangkok green.

Drink && smoke , maomao drunk , qianhui drunk. Rongyu 2+ came , then slacked together until 4pm , then went home. Rongyu took bus , i walked T.T


''If you love her, you know that you should let her go,
Cause i guess there won't be another guy in her heart if up till now she still loves him.
Love her,
Set her free.
Give her happiness.
Wish her the best.
She might be the best currently,
The only one in your heart.
But how long does your forever love for her last?
Think about it, carefully''

AhBen ah AhBen , think carefully !! ;(

Hey people , just a short post for today ,

Will be rotting @ home today , so something for maomao ,

You sent me th message , just to tell me you're going away , and never coming to find us again , is this fair to all of us ? Im not blaming you , but you just leave with a message , why ?

And always its because of her , you cut your hand , because of her . Now you leaving us , also because of her , hais .


But you received th message I sent back to you , you should know how much you mean to me now , I will wait fr you , I promise ,

But maomao , you must always remember , I love you ,
<3

Hello people , really dont feel like blogging , but well , since im happy today , (kinda disappointed) , I'll shall post a short post :D

Woke up @ 7am , bathed , changed , took money , and ran out. Walked to school , went toilet , slack slack , go class , USSR , read until 8.30 , maths , boring . Until 9am , then went library , got problem. Then until 10am , recess , went toilet , then suppose want go canteen with scott , ended up getting reprimanded by form teacher. Blah until 10.30 , luckily gave 5mins for me to eat.

Went down to canteen , bought burger&milo , ate , went for HomeEcon , until 12.30 ( suppose until 12 only _l_ ) , went to 911 , find bryan , waited for nana and ahping to come , went down , econ there , maomao & edwin came , went to cafe , slacked , 4+ went home. Mapled until 6+ , mother came back , went with her to golf ( fake one ) , then go find maomao and all @ buangkok green , slackslack , walk to point , slacked till 10+ , mother came , walked with her & bryan . Reach home at 11. :D

Thats all people , peace :D

To shermaine : Stop your fucking pengwei-ing , agreed to get slapped , then complain teacher , _l_ , your father police so what ? Fuck him man. _l_ bytch !

To maomao ; ily , and I'll always do , keep your promise this time, I dont want a second time , D:


If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
To the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
With anyone other than you.

( Taken from Courtney Kuchta )

;(
I dont want you to break th promise again , its unfair to those who care fr you , ): , ily .

Another post for today before I sleep , D:

Sorry Belle , aka maomao , this few days I admit I have been finding reasons not to meetup with you all .
I really dont know why Im doing all this , but I promise I'll change .

I still love you , just that Im loving you in a way that you can't feel it , sorry .

I miss th times when we would be at the 570 playground at night , and I'll be lying on your legs , looking right into your eyes .

No matter what happens , I'll still love you .

x33 ,

Yay , my tagboard is back ! Thanks to JiaLing , my couplet :DD
Hmm , lets start from yesterday . :D

Woke up at 7.30 , prepared everything , bryan and christina girlfr came my house downstair , bus to point , met eugene and zhisheng , bus to mall , mrt to outram , change to chinese garden , walk to Jurong Sports Complex :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!

Super super high when I saw water :DD , yipeee :D , then went in , change , float , jump into river :DDDDD , shiok , then slide blah blah , 12pm got tsunami wave . :DD

Then wave over , went to slide and river , until 1pm , 1pm another wave , this time high tide T.T , damn scary . Went all th way to 1.7metre , almost drown , Christina girlfr too , almost drown . Lols .

Went out , girlfr's slipper got 'stolen' , bathed , changed , went out , at entrance there saw th slipper , _l_ th person who throw . Then went opposide th complex de kopitiam , ate . Slacked around Jurong there , then mrt back to hougang , slacked at mall awhile , went home with zhisheng . :D

Today morning wake up , damn angry . Got sunburn _l_ , cb. Damn pissed . Then stayed at home until now loh , thats all .



I wanted you to be there when I fall ,
I wanted you to see me through it all ,
I wanted you to be the one I love ,
I wanted you , I..I wanted you .

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep ,
I wanted you show me what I need ,
I wanted you to know just how down deep ,
I wanted you , I wanted you .

So long never post alr , but really , im just too lazy to post , and blogging is so ghey.
Well , today I'll write a proper post :D


Woke up at 6.30 , went to school , go assembly , go back class , maths .. boring.
9.30 , suppose to go meet counsellor , but ended up at boys toilet , slacking . Waited for edwin till 10 , 10 went for recess , I was super craving for food , but my fxcking wallet empty. Omfg , left $1 , borrow from edwin $$ and bought a burger . At least I survived until afternoon :DD

After recess , I went out of school , edwin accompanied me :D , went up to bryan's house. Slacked there . 11.30 Edwin went back inside school , while me and bryan slacked. 12.30 Edwin came out. We 3 slacked again. Until 1.30 , went down 909 , settle nana and eugene de problem , then went 911 slack , maomao came.

Then maomao , ahping , qianhui left to PasirRis , left me , nana , eugene , sean , bryan , edwin :DD , slacked at 912 , then went over to cafe . Carom & TableSoccer until 5+ , Sean left , Nana left , Eugene left .

6+ went home :DD

Tags reply :D
-May , no problem :D
-Emily , orh :D
-X.huii , orh :D
-calvin , thanks :D
-Cornelia , Hello , orh :D
-Matin , Thanks , orh :D
-Shiying , Thanks :D
-Alyssa , Thanks :D

Yay . Btw , I still love maomao , but , hais D:



you know I still love you , why treat me as invincible ?
loving you is not a crime , so what's th problem ?
on that night , I really thought I had you ,
and you would be mine th next day .

No mood to post , sorry .

So long never blog alr , ps all , very lazy ._.


Nothing much to say , but i got some wishes , *prays hard they will come true .

1st , turn back time , and never do 'that foolish act'
2nd , never picked up smoking , i spent $123456789 on ciggs .
3rd , nothing will happen to maomao ,
4th , case close , with warning ONLY .
5th , YOU .


Some words to friends :D

Zihui , dont feel sad , what's done can't be undone , nobody wanted it to happen toos , cheerups !
Maomao , I know we're impossible , Im just being stupid.
Rongyu , I didn't know you helped me talk to queenie jie , thankew ! :D


Thats all , bye people,

Friday , 31 July 2009.


Woke up at 6am , earliest of th year. Lols , hmm , went to school slept on periods before recess , recess time , lazy go down, called jialing to help me buy burger back. ( Thanks couplet x3 ) Then recess over , went for HomeEcons , sucks . Th $!@#!!@#!@ teacher sucks to th $!@#!!@#!@ core.

Keep nagging. Walau . Do this , cut mark , do that , cut mark . Never hear from her say got gain mark . Not even once of my life , ( I went 2 times only. ) Then release . Went to find zhisheng , nana , eugene , rongyu. Climbed gate. I cut-ed my hand 4times , when i climbed. Sucks.

Then slacked with them , went to find bryan get my cigg , then ahping , qianhui , yuping came. All came , slacked , play poker. Blahs until 6+ , all go home , left me, edwin, maomao , ahping.

Went point fetch ahyun , then bus-ed to my house there , went home , changed , went down. Bryan came. SlackSlack , bryan went home change , edwin went home , left me , maomao and ahping .

Me and maomao sent ahping to bus-stop and accompany her wait. She boarded th bus , held maomao's hand , all th way to her house downstair , woos :DD She rawks. But talk alot crap ;X .

Went home , met bryan , now me @ home , bryan @ outside my house , sleeping , on a fugly , dirty , black , leather sofa. LOL , :D

Maplesea sucks , no more hacks , fucked up.
Bootes , iPlug , 25 Swordman ,
Never minds .


Maomao , you is fucking cute.
Cute until can talk so much crap , when i never even ask :x .
:D You rawk.


To everyone , Me and maomao , is only best friends , di & jie :D , Swear. x3