See th fish eye, give mingyou poke LOL

Mummy ! & th nice background !

Not very clear, but statess 26/02/10, :D

Puisiao & AhBen PBT !

FATASS ! :D



Hmm, today went to school, blahblah, science, pe, recess, maths, home ! :D

Changed, bathed, talk to angeline for awhile, yeah ! :D

Saving up for GSS, not like some biatch who spend money on stupid YP stuff ! :D

:D

Hmm, GSS will be around Singapore ! :D

Zara, topshop, cotton on, orchard, 313, :D

What else do we need in singapore ? :D

Like a gooood sia ! :D

Hmm, planned to go shopping with clique 3 weeks from now, aft th mye ! :D

:D

& had made it a thing to go punggol end fishing every friday, like a goood ! :D

Hahas, hmm,

Shall dedicate post to bi,

Baby ! :D

All th longlong messages i owe you, i swear i will return to you ! LOL

Idk what to write only ! :D

._. Your angmoh so chim, i dont understand any thing you talking sia.

Hmm, bobian expresskia.

HAHA ! :D

Hmm, this 2month plus, is like, wooooh ! :D

My 2month plus with you, isn't 2 month plus sia, is like, a few years alr. LOL

Bobian, time flies like zooooooom ! :D

LOL

I think thats all, i super tired aft fishing, :D

Fishing is my hobbeh nao ! :D

& ofcause, riding, :D

Countdown, 21more days to towntowntown shopppppppinggggg ! :D

x3,

Thats all,

AhBennn :DDD

26o21o, 4.22pm, ilovedieyou,

you made my heart pound, :D

View from Punggol End ! :D Very romantique ! :D
Edwin brother, me, Bryan brother !

Meee ! AhBennn :DDD

Hmm, post about yesterday bah !

:D

Yesterday after school went to 909 slack.

Thens slackslackslack until idk what time, went to kovan,

then went to potong pasir, then went to hougang mall,

then went to punggol end ! :D

Story starts here ! :D Went to punggol end with ahping, bryan and edwin !

Met yibin & mingyu, joey at first was there, then she left idk why.

Aft awhile, Sebast kor came ! :D

Hmm, then fishfish, saw mingliang there as well ! LOL

Then went to mingyu house.

His father damm good la, cook all th crab & cook noodle for us as well, imagine like 1am, his father cook all th way until 2am.

Plus we 7people sia. Imagine how much time he needed to boil th noodle. But damm good sia th noodle, is super shiok ! :D

Aft that went to one ulu ulu park, fishing, again ! :D

LOL then after awhile, went back to mingyu house there, something happened, LOLOLOLL

'DON'T FIGHT !' LOL hahahah !

Nevermind, then went up his house, chitchat with everyone, left me,yibin,bryan,edwin,mingyu.

They all very fast sleep, i want sleep but mingyu dont let me sleep, keep make my ear LOL

:D

Super fun, woke up around 10+ 11am ?

Bus home with bryan brother ! :D

Hmm thats all,

rant about relationship @ priv blog ! :D

AhBennn :DDD

x3, 260210, lovelovelove ! :D

Hmm, well, I shall post again ! muahaha ! :D

Today nothing much ! So shall not post much !
But will be dedicating post to some important people of mine.

They have been a great listening ear, great friend, great love.

Lets begin with my mummy, Joey.O

Mummy, ever since I joined this clique, you was already inside.
Whenever I needed a listening ear, you was there for me.
Whatever bad things I did in school, you got scolded by DM because of me.
You would help me talk to Jocelyn whenever we quarrel.
You would lend me lollipops if I had none.

Now that you're wanting to leave clique, how could I possibly stand there,
& watch you leave ? No way ! :D
You're my mummy, and im your erzi, idw anybody to leave this clique, cause it won't be complete anymore.
:D

So, I want you to stay in this clique, :D
Okay ? :D

Hahas, AhBen love you ! :D

This part is dedicated to Sebastian Kor, also known as th pengwei king ! :D

Kor ah, you know ever since you start school, your time with us shortened alot.

Hmm, remember a few days ago, you burnt yourself, then jump & you elbow th cement chair ?

Then hit until your 'funny bone' ? :D

Hahas, i jitao laugh until peng sia ! :D

I wish every night can meetup with you, cause its like your timetable buaygam with our slacking period. Hais, you was there for me when i quarreled with my bi, you helped me talk to her & everything.

I just wish for one thing, that you can even out your timing & pei us slack more ! :D

Forever ! Mr Afro ! :D

You ah ! Sleepsleepsleep ! Random bodoh !

Jocelyn bi, now its your turn ! Hahas ! :D

There's one problem with you, you everytime in th longlong message, will write that you're not a good girlfriend, this & that.

Its all rubbish okay ! You're th best girlfriend I had, nobody can ever replace your spot in my heart. Hmm, you was there for me ever since 26th Feb, 2010, 4.22pm ! :D

This is your 41st , 42nd , 43rd , 44th message ! :D

41st !

Yeah, super alot sia ! LOL :D :D :D Like you said, today didn't meet you at all ! D:

But it was okay, at least I heard your voice ! :D I really really really love you super loads okay ! :D you're also my everything, you always tell me your feelings wont fade, really meh ? D:

Im super scared in th future your feelings will fade for me, & then you'll leave me in th lurch, alone ! D: Idw you to leave me alrights ? :D You're also th most important person in my life ! But sometimes, your words very hurting you know ? D: Like sometimes you'll say you really dont know whether next time we will love each other again. These words will really hurt my heart you know ? D:

& today i have been thinking about you as well, hmm, you know everyday if we dont meet, our feelings will automatically fade, but idk why never ley, im not saying i want it to fade, but seriously, my feelings for you wont fade de ley, in fact, my feeling for you, grew much more than it was at first.

Hmm thats all, i guess. :D

loveyou, goodnights ! :D

42nd, :D

Haha, at th bus stop super duper funny la, but seriously i damm dulan that teacher sia. :D

Hmm baby, you know aft that thing happened, i also very scared th teacher will tell dm, & then blahblah. But heck la. LOL

Bi, you know whnever you cant find me, i'll be super sad ? Like for example, you tell me you cant meet me, then like really wont meet for very long. D: I dont blame you but seriously, i scared th more you dont come meet us and slack together, th more your feeling will fade for me, im just scared that your feelings will fade for me.. D:

& i bluff to you one la, 26th i dont have chushi or what la. LOL :D

i just wanted to see your reaction only ! :D

Hahas, baby, you know something ? I dont mind that you cant find me or anything, like seriously, i just mind that when you come find me secretly, cause idw you to get beating or scolding, D:

It just hurts my heart ! D:

Okay baby i think thats all, will be going to compass tomorrow i guess. :D

x3, goodnights lovedieyouttm ! :D

43rd ! :D

AHH ! Today sucked ! D:

I cant believe your feelings fade for me, you little idiot pikachu ! D:

But hahas, luckily your feelings came back, i know its because im too cute. LOL right ? :D

Baby, you know how much i love you ? I know you dont, i also dont, cause its like unexpressable ! LOL my angmoh sucks right ? :D

LOL, heck la. Hmm, im super grateful to what clique people helped me to say, but its th truth loh, my feelings really never faded one bit for you, its increasing th say th truth. :DD

Im not sad anymore, but then you know something ? I just cant take it that you told me your feelings faded for me. D: make sure you dont break your promise that it wont happen again, or else i'll bite you. LOL

Hmm, i owe you an apology also.

Sorry that i didn't answer your calls,

Sorry that im angry,

Sorry that i didn't reply your messages.

Sorry that i deliberately tried to ignore you.

& please hor, i didn't act cute & act sad okay ! I am really cute & i was really sad at that time.

hahas ! :D & my voice is too cute right ? iknowiknow ! :D Hahas ! :DD & i wont hack into your private blog okey. :D I will respect your privacy one okey ! :D

& like you said, today was a 'great' experience, & i hope it really proved to you how much i love you, & how much, i wanted you to stay, by my side.

Hmm thats all bah, ilovedieyouttmaxes ! :D

x3, goodnights,

44th ! :D

Im also happy today that i met you ! :D Hmm, i called you because i didn't want to you worry okey ! :D See me so good ! :D You leh ? Go home never tell me one ! D:

Hmm baby, you know somethhing ? I dont mind you go pei your friends, as long as you tell me in th first place ! :D

Hahas, enjoy tomorrow okay ? :D Like seriously, i dont mind at all ! :D I just want you to be happy ! :D Whether you with me, or without me ! :D Friday, maybe we can meetup and chat for awhile, dont skip dance, :D

Dance is your hobby, dance is your love, :D & i dont want you to not go for dance because of me, i'll feel super duper guilty, although i'll be happy. LOLOLOLL

Hmm, agreed by what you said, havent been spending time with each other for quite some time already ! :D hahas, but its alright ! :D Im always in your heart, you're always in mine too ! :D & ohya, stop blaming yourself already okay ? :D I dont blame you, so why should you blame yourself ? :D hahas ! love you okays ? :D

Yeah, 5more days to our 2nd monthsary ! :D

Time flies superly fast girl ! :D

In these 54days with you, i never regretted being with you, nor did i regret giving you my whole love.! :D

Yeah i remember! That playground. LOL High risk manuvoe ! :D idk how to spell LOL.

Who cares LOl.

Hmm, you also have to believe me, that i love you alotalotalotalot ! :D

:D

I guess this is all bah,

:D

x3, goodnights girl, sleep tight, dont let th bed bugs bite ! :D

x3, 260210, 4.22pm !

th one and only love i've wanted ! :D

XuanDe lion head, PingAnTang lion tail !

Today super shag, shall post only about shiguan things, although many happy things happened today ! LOL

6.15pm met bryan @ mall, then went to take 80, saw jiajun and met up with yueting, bus together to shiguan.

Training jitao start.
At first play pua & drum.
Then play awhile, learn lion head.
Very super tiring sia ._.

But very fun !
hahas ! :D

Then training end @ 9.30.
Me and bryan bus back to point, then met up with ahping pop, belle aidonggua, weiguang, sebast kor, yibin laopeh & edwin brother.

Chat awhile with sebas kor, then they went off to jalan kayu for prata. LOL

Hmm that should be all, shall write longlong message for my bi on my private blog !
Sorry wont be inviting anybody ! :D

Thats all,
x3
AhBennn :DDD
260210, 4.22pm, th love ! :D


Training lion head ! Sibei old ! Antique sia

Bryan inside ! LOL

See his ghey face? LOL jk !

Hmm, bibi your 37th message !

Today got to meet you for a superr short while.
Was okay la today.
:D

Well, you know something ?
Whenever you tell me about our relationship stuffs,
I always very happy.
I dont care whether good news or bad news.

LOl, its like, very funny la. LOL
Plus everytime we will quarrel see who love who more.
Blah, but its fun. :D
I will confirm enjoy all these times i have with you.

Plus, i will remember them. :D
& you're right, in exactly 12days time, it will be our 2nd monthsary !
Woohoo, time flies.
But then, it will be a monday.

Plus exams round th corner, i dont want you to get too obsessed in me. LOL
*im saying like you're addicted to me.
iknowiknow you are ! LOL
:D

Hahas, well baby i think theres nothing else & i should end here bah ! :D
x3,

AhBennn :DDD
260210, 4.22pm,
th moment which gave me happiness & true love.

Well, today post is also another long message to my behbee ! :D

Bi, your 36th message ! :D
Well, after all you sent to me just now, i was a little shag,
but then, i just want you to know that my feeling for you has never fade a bit,
ever since 26o21o, 4.22pm.

You have always been a part of me since that very moment.
You allowed me to have my group of friends, which are th current clique people.
You even 'pangseh' some of your friends to accompany me with th clique.
Some of your friends even hated you for that..

But you didn't mind at all.
Seriously, i can swear to you, my feeling had never fade for you.
I never doubted your love for me, even though some people tell me you're a flirt,
I even wanted to confront them.

But then now ?
Hais, seriously i dont want to have any quarrel with you,
It just does no good to our relationship..
Maybe we should have a h2h talk again, like seriously.

But do you have any time for me ?
I hope you do,
Just tell me,
Why do you have to doubt my love for you ?

What did I do wrong ?
Hais, nevermind.

Thats all baby,
but no matter what,
i'll still love you,
forever,
260210, 4.22pm,

Your name was carved into my body, my soul & my heart.

Jocelyn's 26 AhBennn :DDD
x3,
Me & you,

Baby, your 34th message !

Woohoooo! If we were to calculate all th words that we wrote just by counting th LLM , i think its around 10000 words already ! :D hahas !

Baby, you know today when you told me you can go swimming with us, i was super happy !
But then you told me until 3pm only, but then nevermind ! :D

i wanted to tell you alot of things today.
but then, well, its okay bah.

:D

You know today when you told me you was super happy, i was like, even happier than you were ? Cause SOME PEOPLE want sincere de. But your thinking is different from SOME PEOPLE. Your thinking is better than theirs.

Cause yours is like, its th thought that count.
But for SOME PEOPLE, they want thought & more things.
Their expectation is too high already.
But bobian, they just tooooooo thick-skinned already.

HAHA, :D
Well, enough already bah.
Hmm continue, though we will have lesser time with each other in th future, but dont worry ! We still can meetup @ school, or whatever.

But dont worry, th feeling is always there, :D
& baby, i just love th way you talk to me on th phone.
So cute, but some people just act their voice only. LOL

okok i'll stop. hahas.

Hmm baby, iloveyou okay ? :D Super short i know.
Pictures cant upload now, idk why.
Blogger just want to fuckaround with me.
I'll fuck blogger soon.

:D

Thats all folks ! :D
x3Jocelyn,

26's AhBennn :DDD,

:D

Baby, this post is dedicated to you,



Baby, i owe you a big SORRY,



Th past few days i never send you your longlong message,

I broke th promise, im really sorry.

I wanted to send you, but i was really tired.

Im sorry my girl.

Hmm, heres your longlong message to 'make up' for th past few days.

Baby, i cant believe time passes so fast, & yeah in a few more days will be our second month,

Now that your father wants us to break up, we have no choice but to bluff him that we have already broken up.

I always thought that this wasn't th best solution for us, but in this situation, well, maybe it's his say. I never wanted this to happen, but what's done cannot be undone, so, yeah.


Its been so long since we had a heart to heart talk, maybe one day when your father has cooled down, & when he let you out, i want to go to Sentosa @ that beach , @ that same spot. I really enjoyed that feeling, it was like, idk how to express it, its just NICE.


Hmm, this few days you have to go home early, i miss you, but then, what can i do ? Maybe this is like what i said, th obstacles we have to overcome ? Well, this problem to me, is like a boulder that cannot be removed with our bare hands. We must have a solution to this problem, maybe it should be a heart to heart talk between you & your dad ?


I dont know, but all i know is that i still love you, always. Ever since you started sending me all these messages @ night, whether short or long, its like, we grew fonder of each other as every night goes by.


As th saying goes 'Love is like a temporary madness, it erupts like an eartquake & then subsides. And when it subsides, you'll have to make a decision.'


Its like this problem we have now, when your father find out, he'll scream @ you, but aft awhile, he will cool down, & then he will ask you if you really think that im your true love.
& at that time, who will know what will you reply him ?


Baby, i know all these wont even make up for th last few days de message, but I have said what i wanted to say for now,
So baby, give me an answer when you read this, whether you still love me as much as you said you did or not.



Thats all baby,

x3,

AhBennn :DDD



26o21o, 4.22pm,
th day my heart was stolen,
by you & only you.
jocelynteolinghui,
iloveyou not only for what you are,
but also for i am when i am with you,

x3